Today I've been pretty quiet. Not a "i'm sad about something so i'm not going to speak" quiet or a "i'm too tired to talk" quiet. It was a "God's trying to tell me something, but I just can't figure it out" kind of quiet.
I've been thinking about this all day. Even through all the craziness of school today.. being loaded down with homework assignments for the week, getting prepared to go to Tennessee for Nationals tomorrow until Friday/Saturday, reaching for Mrs. Salinas's hand and missing and hitting a personal area (haha, that was hilarious and soo embarrassing).. even through all of this, God still had my full attention.
Last night I prayed for about an hour or two just about different things that's happening in my life. I was just thanking Him for so many things i'm not worthy of receiving, praying for my close friends who still don't grasp the full concept of His great love, and asking Him to show me something new this week. Then this morning I woke up and didn't feel as complete as i normally do. It was like the feeling you get when you hang up the phone with someone without really telling them all that you had to say. I felt like even though i spent almost two whole hours talking to God about so many things, i felt like i "hung up" on Him.
So now i've been going throughout today praying and seeking what He was wanting to tell me. The only conclusion i've come to is He's just wanting to let me know that i'm going to learn something this week. I have no idea what that something is. I just know it's a God thing. So, i'm pretty excited about the week. I'm excited to spend the week with my volleyball team, but i'm even more excited to be in the beautiful mountains and spend some awesome time with my Father. I'm excited about what He has to show me this week. He's got my full attention.
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